Muskrat

I've registered for classes, they begin in a month. I'm very proud of myself and extremely excited. I'm a computer science major. Many of the classes and credits I took for my degree in psychology (which I did successfully complete in 2020) are still relevant, so it looks like I could make quick work of this thing. 

I'm coming out of this deep sadness A knight in crystal armor With the sword of heaven I'm pulling a miracle out of my ass And I'm saving myself My future And everyone I love I get to start again I am very grateful And very excited.

Numbness and shining singularity suspend Floating weightless in the void piercing, alight with rapture and ecstasy Swept up in the sleeping god Limbs, head, and meat sweetly wrapped up in the soft embrace of death Then I wake up Fast, inhale Eyes wide and brow anointed with beads of sweat Like pearls nestled in the mud and flora of the ocean floor Heart sore and rapid, stopped now and again I don't know where I am  Or if I am A tender hand holding the back of my head And I see her face She says Hold tight I'm keeping your head up Keep breathing

That's music. Maybe music is the most fundamental mechanism of all and nothingness. Frequencies change matter and the state of matter