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College vol. II

 Classes have started. Even though I've mentioned and I feel like a highly magnified woggle-bug, I'm very proud that I've completed a BA in psychology in 2020 and I'm now working on a BS in computer science. I'm having a really great time so far and I'm doing pretty well... there have been some obstacles and there are still more, but of course I'm able to adapt and overcome with flying colors*. My brain is feeling particularly elastic... or is it plastic? oddly inorganic. self-generated, like an abiogenesis. Anyway, I'm back in the ring[(u)... get it, another u joke... and i think i'm using these punctuations in the mathematically correct way for lack of a better terminology coming to mind] for round 2.  Lately I've been feeling a lot like somebody else. Sometimes I feel like Dan, as in DNA. A lot of the time I feel like Danny Wheeler. I'm feeling a lot less like muskrat. Sometimes I feel more like roughbeast. There's another one, and the

fear and love

Love is putting me through the trials But I am a warrior and I will be brave I feel so acutely all that is happening g within my own brain And the brains of those around me More so than I ever have I'm trying to do everything in new ways Different than the habits that have governed my behaviors in the past With all that I know now and the knowledge I continue to gain It's important to be vulnerable even when it hurts And not to become callous To remain soft when surrounded by the harsh weather To remain warm when the coldness takes you in its arms To keep your heart, mind, and soul open And to engage in exercising the the plasticity of your brain Because an old dog can learn new tricks  I won't feel helpless in any regard I won't be immobilized by fear Because I have no fear Only compassion and drive When I feel as though I am about to become fearful it tends to because I am beginning to experience cognitive dissonance  And therefore a sign that I am engaged in thought

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